ugly duckling goes lucky

Terserah deh mau bilang gua sombong, belagu, sok cakep, or whatever.... but when i saw an "ugly girl" walking down the street with a guy hand in hand, i couldn't help it not think: WHAT DOES THAT UGLY DUCKLING HAVE THAT I DON'T HAVE???!

ever wondered, why "ugly girls" can have a boyfriend, while it seems so terribly hard for you? some of them have acne faces, so plain, not attractive at all. you think you are prettier, smarter, taller, slimmer, nicer, more fashionable,more caring, more loving, blablabla... whatever better than them. did they use love potion number 9 or what?

i thought about it, analyzed it, pondering and wondering.. til i came to another frustrating question: IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME? MAYBE, IT'S ME WHO IS THE UGLY DUCKLING! but as i evaluated myself, my friend said, "You're a very nice girl, Poppy. Anyone who'll be your boyfriend will be so lucky!" Another one said, "Nothing's wrong with you. You're doing fine. It's all about time, my dear... all about perfect timing."

wheuh. that's a relief. i think yes, it's all about the right time. and the right man. and the right chemistry. in the mean time, i will keep metamorphosing myself into a beautiful butterfly.